If any of you (my friends that I know in person) know what I'm talking about...please don't let this make an impression of me, I'm just really really really hurt right now...this has been really shitty for me. Please avoid telling anyone about it.....I'm simply trying to vent.

I am so distraught right now...I'll paste in the little thing that I sent my friend...It's too long to type again:

Okay well. I've been seeing this guy and we've been pretty much attached at the hip for the last two weeks or so and we've been holding hands and everything, doing all the couple stuff...then yesterday we got together and he just didn't seem like he wanted to be around me at all. So I asked about it later and he's like, "I duno, I just can't be involved with anyone riht now, I just need some alone time." AND this turned out to be total bullshit. I found out that he and his ex have this deal where if he doesn't make out with anyone over the summer, they'll be getting back together. I was like WHAT THE FUCK?! He told me he never wanted to get back into that. I was pissed. He was so against her for the longest time. It's RIDICULOUS!! He's been lying to me this whole time. He sent me all the signs of wanting to be in a relationship:
-All the mushy shit: "you're so beautiful" BLA BLA BLAAAA
-Taking pictures of us and putting them as his background on his phone and making his banner "Alexa-ness" [sounds terribly immature and corny, but it seemed to me like a sign]
-Telling me I'm really helping him lose weight and stop smoking, LIES.
-Telling me he'll teach me some guitar stuff.
-Telling me his family likes me a lot, which is true, and I love them too. They're awesome to hang with and it's gunna be gay not going over there anymore...I got really used to it.
-Loving hanging out with me..a lot. He wanted to hang out every single day. I quote: "I love life, and you're in my life, and I love you!"
-Giving me articles of his clothing because he "likes seeing me in them".

ALL THE FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT HE SAID MAKES ME SO ANGRY. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!!

Then he told me that he didn't tell me the truth because he didn't want to hurt me. This is after he pulled the "stop talking completely" act.. I'm pretty pissed. He just... led me to believe that something good was going to come out of all of it. I guess he's just as confused about everything as I am right now....
_fuck.


P.S.> Why are guys so afraid of girls with knives??